Today was my adoration day - my weekly day of recollection. It is so heaven on earth to be in the state of grace - and that is what a good confession pretty much guarantees every Catholic. Yet one can feel so discredited, and know - by experience - one is the creepiest of the creepy, and yet God loves me... and looks at me. It is that "Ah! I don't know what!" moment... and you know without any ability to comprehend or explain, that our soul is hidden with Christ in God.
That's all.