Yesterday I did a silly post on FB on having to run an errand, adding how I never go anyplace, and so on. It was meant as a joke. Later, when I thought about it, I was a little embarrassed, since it was kind of true. I really do live a rather quiet, withdrawn life.
Since I couldn't be a proper pilgrim-recluse like Benedict Joseph Labre, and since I wasn't able to be a Carthusian, I still always wanted to live that sort of life as closely as possible. So I live an ordinary life, as if my house and yard is a little hermitage. I pray as much as I can - especially now since I am retired, and in imitation of the desert fathers, I paint. They made baskets of course, but it's similar - work with my hands joined to prayer. Likewise, I garden. Now I take care of a friend as well - which is a great gift. So in a way, I'm living my dream, as odd and imperfect as it is. It is a surprising grace.
I love the Immaculate Conception, and want to live here ... in her ... forever. She is my paradise upon earth. I have no need to go elsewhere.





