What am I doing here?

How did I get involved?  And why?
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Yesterday I got another email from a concerned parishioner to a priest who isn't her pastor - somehow I got on her email list.  It was the second such email in a matter of weeks, so I promptly replied asking to be removed from her mailing list.  At one point in her life, the lady was some sort of whistle blower in the pro-life movement.  Evidently today she remains an activist-watchdog member of what I loosely term the Catholic Lay Inquisition, which includes the amateur liturgy police, vice squad, and ghost-buster style exorcists of cathedrals and basilicas.  I noticed on the lady's email list at least one other parish volunteer's name I recognized.  It confirmed for me that these folks are all inter-connected to one another to some degree, in addition to their alliances with many of the more legitimate organizations serving the archdiocese.  These folks are undoubtedly well intentioned, but sometimes the independent actors on the fringe can become a little over-zealous.  Meet the lady who emailed me.
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I first became acquainted with several of these types after working as a manager in a Catholic bookstore.  Before then I was able to avoid getting involved with most of the 'more Catholic than the pope' types and other Catholic special interest groups - something very difficult to do when one works in a Catholic environment.  This is one reason why I avoid joining groups - call me a snob - but it has nothing to do with imagining myself better or more stable than anyone else.  Much to the contrary - evidence suggests I am all too easily sucked into that mindset and get myself embroiled in issues completely out of my control or responsibility.  The passive effects of a toxic culture.  I cringe at some of the judgements I've made in the past - even before I began the blog.
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Recently, simply through my involvement in the adoration program at my parish, I've been introduced to a couple of rather eccentric spiritual people, one of whom tells me about his revelations and the evils of the age and how they have infiltrated into the surrounding parishes, and so on.  I have to say I find all of that a complete distraction and a senseless agitation - especially when discussed in sanctuary of the church.  Likewise I found myself on this lady's email list because of other conspiracy theorists I've encountered who have interacted with her.  Small world.  But I digress.
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Often these types remind me of Paul's Letter to the Thessalonians regarding the idle:

We command you , brothers, in the name of the Lord Jesus Christ, to avoid any brother who wanders from the straight path and does not follow the tradition you received from us.  You know how you ought to imitate us.  we did not live lives of disorder when we were among you, nor depend on anyone for food.  Rather we worked night and day, laboring to the point of exhaustion so as not to impose on any of you.

We hear that some of you are unruly, not keeping busy but acting like busy bodies. -2 Thes 3:6-12

I'm not disparaging those who actually do have church related jobs, or work and volunteer in parishes, join third orders and confraternities,  nor am I making fun of faithful people striving to live a devout life who are perplexed by the troubles afflicting the Church as well as the moral and ethical problems of our age.  I'm just saying I try to stay out of the fray and the infighting that takes place - remembering Lot's wife and all.
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And yet I blog.  I know!
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My very wise friend from far, far away is right - I bring it all upon myself.  Yet now you know what I think of that, and perhaps that is excuse enough for why I blog?  Not just to work through stuff - but to find out what I think of it all.   "Writing helps me think."  Pope Benedict actually said that once.