"I signed up on Facebook again to say hi to an old co-worker - I regret it now ... While on Facebook I looked at our friends and some of my relatives - it was interesting - I always think of everyone as being the same as when I last saw them, which in many cases, is decades ago. It was helpful to see everyone has their own lives and I was able to see I'm just not part of it. LOL! Why did I even think I would be? It was freeing in a way. Kind of sad too - but it helps with the guilt - I can let it go. I can let go of the guilt. That's big."