All of these years online, writing so many things, as if I had some sort of authority - it all comes to nothing. I'm a little embarrassed, a bit ashamed, yet at peace that it all comes to nothing. What an accounting I will have at the end.
There is only one way to salvation, and that is to make yourself responsible for all men’s sins. As soon as you make yourself responsible in all sincerity for everything and for everyone, you will see at once that this is really so, and that you are in fact to blame for everyone and for all things. ― Fyodor Dostoyevsky, The Brothers Karamazov