Can't you just smell the patchouli...
Sunday, June 07, 2009
Teaching kids about sex.
Deus caritas est.
Saturday, June 06, 2009
Wings crush Pens!
Luis Buñuel - Simon Del Deserto
St. Simon Stylite is tempted by the devil in the form of a woman and is transported to 1964 in this cut. It is an extraordinary scene.
After I left the monastery, I arrived in Boston - to live as a sort of urban hermit. I wandered southern Europe as a pilgrim for awhile, until discouraged by my weakness, I returned to Boston hoping to return to monastic life.
One Saturday on my way to the North End, a convertible stopped at an intersection I was crossing, and "Love Hangover " by Diana Ross was playing on the radio.
That night I went out to a disco. The music was thundering and throbbing - I could actually feel the mix concocted by the DJ, and along with the lights and the smoke and the people dancing, it seemed to me I had entered into the antichamber of hell...
Someone offered me a joint, I smoked a little, got a drink, and never found my way back to the monastery, except for an occasional retreat.
12 steps, 18 steps, how many steps are there in a conversion?
Friday, June 05, 2009
St. Paul, Minnesota
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I drove down Summit Ave on my way.
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Then I crossed over to Dayton Ave.
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I actually lived on Dayton in my 20's, in the exact same building my dad had lived in when he was in his 20's!
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I remember I was preparing for monastic life at the time and a former seminarian friend came by and we went to the Commodore Hotel for a drink - in the same bar F. Scott Fitzgerald frequented - when he was in his 20's. Wow. (Actually that never impressed me, nor did F. Scott.)
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My friend and I got really, really drunk! I know - me so holy and all! (I really did think I was.)
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I told my friend he was way too drunk to drive, so I drove - I did not have a license, nor did I know how to drive. I know!
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We returned to my apartment at high speed - I thought if I drove fast I could avoid the cops. My apartment was small and unfurnished because I embraced poverty and was an urban hermit. I slept on the floor beneath a big Charlie De Foucauld Caritas and heart I had drawn on the wall above my blankets. We both pretty much passed out I think.
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I went to confession the next day.
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I was kind of depressed on the way home thinking about all of that stuff. When you are young it is easy to go off and do stupid things, single life doesn't feel so lonely that way.
Don't listen to me.

I'm often mistaken... a few reflections...
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Another reason I published yesterday's reflection on mystical phenomena is because I was looking for a connection between diabolic influence and perversion, but I got sidetracked on to mystical phenomena instead. After thinking about it, even though gay hostility towards Catholic teaching can get to be extremely hateful and vindictive, filled with obscenities and contemptuous slander, it seems to me that fallen human nature is quite capable of atrocities on it's own, even without diabolic influence. So I put that question to rest for now, although a part of me suspects the devil in the details.
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However, pondering the phenomena associated with Rose Ferron and similar mystics kind of gives me the creeps as well, which may explain why I am more attracted to the spirituality of St. Therese and John of the Cross. Thankfully, when I first returned to the Church I had as a confessor, a holy Capuchin, Fr. Gabriel Diefenbach; a very straight forward no nonsense kind of guy whose counsel based upon his book, Common Mystic Prayer helped me avoid a lot of frivolous detours in the spiritual life. (Fr. Gabriel was very traditional and also the favorite of the Carmelite nuns.)
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Within that particular Carmel resided a nun who considered herself a mystic, she received locutions and stuff like that. I think she really did, but as we know, one can be deceived by one's own revelations - I'm not saying that she was however. Anyway, she is no longer a member of the community, having left to continue the reform begun by St. Teresa of Avila. (I know!) Since then, she has moved about the country founding hermitages - although they do not seem to survive.
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I contrast that nun with my spiritual sister, Mother Paula, who died last year. While the mystic made herself available to all comers for spiritual direction and an occasional deliverance prayer in the parlor, M. Paula was much more simple, and hidden. (I'm sure I've written about this before.) The mystic seemed absorbed by mystical phenomena. She lived on a steady diet of mystical writing and private revelations - nothing essentially wrong with that of course, but it may have left her vulnerable to delusion as well as leading her to place too much reliance upon her own inspiration and messages, if you know what I mean. Towards the end of her monastic life I suspect she wanted to be a director of souls, an apostolate Carmelite enclosure would ultimately restrict. Indeed she knew all the great mystical writers, Garrigou-Lagrange, Tanquerey, Eugene Marie of the Child Jesus, and so on. But she had to be in charge.
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On the other hand, M. Paula found her soul's nourishment in the Scriptures and liturgy - especially the Eucharist, while her spiritual reading mostly consisted of the spirituality of St. John and Teresa, and most especially the little way of St. Therese. Her soul was simple and uncomplicated, but very wise.
Robinson the apostate.
" You can't imagine something that is simply impossible..." (At least he admits same sex marriage is impossible. )
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"There are a lot of people standing here who, when we grew up, could not have imagined this," Anglican bishop V. Gene Robinson said in response to the New Hampshire legislation permitting same sex marriage.
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Talk about an understatement.
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Gene Robinson, once married to woman and a father, now a bishop in the American Episcopal church and married to a man, rejoices in his apostasy, encouraging widespread apostasy amongst faithful Christians as well, when he preaches:
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"What we have to work against is countless centuries of tradition which has judged homosexual people to be an abomination before God," said Robinson, the Episcopal church's only openly gay bishop.
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"There are a lot of people standing here who, when we grew up, could not have imagined this," Robinson said. "You can't imagine something that is simply impossible. It's happened, in our lifetimes."
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"The law says that every church gets to choose what it will do," he said, meaning they can currently refuse to perform gay marriages.
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"We need to be working in our religious institutions to come to this new place about what is God's will about this," Robinson said. "I think a close look at that will reveal God loves all of God's children, not just certain ones, and that's the harder work."
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"Religion in general still presents the greatest obstacles we face in full equality," he said. "Ninety-five percent of the oppression that we know in our lives comes from the religious community." - Source
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These statements coming from a so-called Christian bishop. In truth God loves all of His children, which is why he set boundaries and limitations creatures may not pass.
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Photo: A portrait of Vicki Gene and Mark. (Vicki Gene is really his name.)
Thursday, June 04, 2009
Extraordinary mystical phenomena.

True
Wednesday, June 03, 2009
The Shah of America.
A State Department source told the Washington Times that the party “throws gasoline on the fire” of Islamic insurgency and strengthens the perception that America is promoting decadence." - Source
Jesus People - Episode 1
This is soooooooooo funny.
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A friend sent me the link. A person from Barb Nicolosi's Act-Up - or is it Act- I ?... LOL! Something like that. Anyway, he created the sit-com, obviously inspired by The Office and maybe even Christopher Guest's work. The episodes are comic views of Christian situations. Since they are created by Christians, it really is a case of Christians making fun of themselves...... Just remember, it's comedy.
My friend included this in her email: "when you've lived in Steubenville for any length of time, you'll find them very funny."
I have never lived in Steubenville - I visited - but the video is funny without the Steubenville exxperience.
St. Charles Lwanga and Companions, The 22 Martyrs of Uganda. Martyred 1886-1887
Tuesday, June 02, 2009
Gardening.
Playing Mass.
Or why I think pretending to have Mass while sitting kool-aid style on the sidewalk is dumb..
Dissident groups and individuals love to play Mass, imagining themselves to be returning to a more primitive and therefore more inclusive and authentic worship of God. In effect all they are doing is mimicking the Catholic Mass, while inventing novelties and committing sacrilege. Pope Pius XII warned against such things in Mediator Dei, his encyclical on the Liturgy.
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39. The Church is a society, and as such requires an authority and hierarchy of her own. Though it is true that all the members of the Mystical Body partake of the same blessings and pursue the same objective, they do not all enjoy the same powers, nor are they all qualified to perform the same acts. The divine Redeemer has willed, as a matter of fact, that His Kingdom should be built and solidly supported, as it were, on a holy order, which resembles in some sort the heavenly hierarchy.
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59. The Church is without question a living organism, and as an organism, in respect of the sacred liturgy also, she grows, matures, develops, adapts and accommodates herself to temporal needs and circumstances, provided only that the integrity of her doctrine be safeguarded. This notwithstanding, the temerity and daring of those who introduce novel liturgical practices, or call for the revival of obsolete rites out of harmony with prevailing laws and rubrics, deserve severe reproof.
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The liturgy of the early ages is most certainly worthy of all veneration. But ancient usage must not be esteemed more suitable and proper, either in its own right or in its significance for later times and new situations, on the simple ground that it carries the savor and aroma of antiquity. [61]
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63. Clearly no sincere Catholic can refuse to accept the formulation of Christian doctrine more recently elaborated and proclaimed as dogmas by the Church, under the inspiration and guidance of the Holy Spirit with abundant fruit for souls, because it pleases him to hark back to the old formulas. No more can any Catholic in his right senses repudiate existing legislation of the Church to revert to prescriptions based on the earliest sources of canon law. Just as obviously unwise and mistaken is the zeal of one who in matters liturgical would go back to the rites and usage of antiquity, discarding the new patterns introduced by disposition of divine Providence to meet the changes of circumstances and situation. - Source
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One would do well to read the entire encyclical - it is quite profound.
Bird droppings.
Peace and love and all that crap...
Monday, June 01, 2009
The Tiller Shooter
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But the shooter's background should come as no surprise whatsoever - he appears to have been a member of a group Homeland Security most likely identifies as right-wing extremists. Obviously some of these people can be dangerous. And people close to him must have known that.
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"I know that he (Scott P. Roeder) believed in justifiable homicide," said Regina Dinwiddie, a Kansas City abortion opponent who made headlines in 1995 when she was ordered by a federal judge to stop using a bullhorn within 500 feet of any abortion clinic. "I know he very strongly believed that abortion was murder and that you ought to defend the little ones, both born and unborn." - Source
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Sadly, all of us who are pro-life and anti-abortion, are going to stand accused along with this guy. I've worked with people like Roeder - but these unstable types do not represent the Roman Catholic Church or the pro-life movement, no matter how sincere their convictions.
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All I have to say is, we shouldn't worry too much about the backlash, of all people, Christians should remain calm and at peace. "Do not be surprised that a trial by fire is occurring in your midst. It is a test for you but it should not catch you off guard. Happy are you when you are insulted for the sake of Christ, for then God's Spirit in its glory has come to rest on you. See to it that none of you suffers for being a murderer, a thief, a malefactor, or a destroyer of another's rights. If anyone suffers for being a Christian however, he ought not to be ashamed. He should rather glorify God in virtue of that name." - 1 Peter 4: 12-19





