I owe many, many, many people an apology - former friends, family members, former employers and co-workers, even people I really never knew - yet dismissed or looked down upon, blamed for my shortcomings, or simply ignored. I could name all of you, and cite the circumstances, yet it would open many wounds. I cannot accuse myself enough - I was wrong and I have hurt many people, loosing wonderful friends in the process. I can only pray for all of you and beg our Lord never to hold any hard feelings you have towards me against you, since I very much deserve them, and your contempt has helped me realize my sin. I pray for all of you every day and beg God's forgiveness for my sins, and his blessings upon you. If you may be reading this and feel I owe you an apology for something - then this was most definitely written for you - and I am so very sorry.
Peace and love.